It Is Well With My Soul w/lyrics

Horatio Spafford gained so much and lost most of it.  I sometimes feel if I had you, you would be my everything.  I think that is the wrong way for me to feel about you  since I already have a family.  If I really had you and lost you, then I will have lost my everything, so it is a good thing you don't reciprocate my feelings toward you.  I think I could not bear to lose you.