I saw you today, briefly while I was behind your truck, your beautiful face momentarily reflected in the mirror of your truck. I did not mean to block you in. I thought surely you would be gone by the time I returned from dropping off my daughter where she wanted to be.
I was only waiting for a car to move so I could drive through, did not meant to block you. Thank you so much for not backing into me.
I tried to stay out of your way today, where you would not have to see me. It is no fun being hated and despised by someone I love and admire, but at least we are not married and I do not have to be hated and despised inside a contract like I was in my marriage.
Thinking of you is a furtive joy. After all, I could not really pursue a relationship under the conditions I now live. Maybe it would be difficult for you also. I would feel as though I am stealing time form the relationships I already have.
Whoever feels the warmth of your healing arms is truly blessed.
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