Carol

Carol passed away yesterday.  First John, now Carol.  I'm so sorry Carol's gone.I always thought she liked you.  Now she's not around anymore. 

I never did get to know Carol well. I just greeted her in passing.  She made fun of me and my family a bit.  I always feel that way bout you too, like you see me as an object of ridicule.You are entitled to your opinion. I just don't want to be around you to be ridiculed.  That is how I felt about Carol and her family members sometimes.

Somewhere in the end of forever maybe people will love and be loved.  Some people can take some teasing, they are strong enough.  I took a lot of teasing and still do, but I will never like it.

I liked Carol, but I didn't feel welcome around her.  I am so very sorry she is gone though.  Her parents didn't need her to be gone.  They called her their Brazilian daughter.

I would be sorry if you were gone.  It will be understandable though if you leave and never say goodbye to me.  I did not know how to fit into your life, or Carol's.  I will never fit anywhere.